We continue our reading of John’s gospel chapter 6 what is
traditionally called Discourse on the
bread of life. I am uncomfortable with the qualification “discourse”. A discourse is explanatory.
Jesus explains nothing.
Jesus declares and
invites.
Jesus invites to an encounter—hence His repetition.
Over and over Jesus says “I am the bread of life.”
Expecting a discourse, I would probably say,
“Ok, fine! I
hear you. But what does that
mean?!?”
If a discourse, Jesus would explain.
The repetitive declaration and invitation and the lack of
explanation
suggest that the only path to any level of comprehension is
experiential.
Jesus must first be experienced/encountered before
understood.
We are invited to relationship with God, with Jesus, the
God-man.
And, from within the intimacy, within the embrace, we seek
to grasp.
As Saint Anselm famously says, “Faith seeks understanding”.
Jesus reveals Himself as bread of life.
In other words, Jesus shares Himself like bread.
How does bread share itself?
Bread is the perfect servant.
If God is love—and love by nature gives, then it only makes
sense.
Jesus comes to give us everything contained in His heart.
We, as a result, in being given everything, participate in
His life. Now, the really “crazy” thing is what Jesus invents
so to concretize this gift of Himself.
Catholics believe in the Eucharist.
Jesus is the Bread of Life, and He shares Himself.
He shares Himself—like bread—in many ways.
But we also believe that He shares Himself in a particular,
particularly unsetting way. We believe that He gives a bread, concrete,
unleavened bread, that communicates to us His flesh.
If the bread is somehow His flesh, then it is the whole
Christ.
He is always whole, and wholly given.
If the Eucharist is this, is this amazing, then
• Why such little fanfare on Sunday?
• Why is the Mass not more of an exciting event?
The Mass is an event, but the grandeur—source of
excitement—is hidden.
The Mass contains a sacred secret.
And Jesus designed it thus.
At the Last Supper He said, Do this.
“This” was a simple meal,
• Not a power rally
• Not an insane parade
• Not a rock concert with pyrotechnics (only totally real)
Jesus deliberately chose a simple meal—which can bore us
after a while.
Jesus deliberately chose a simple meal because, in
fact,
it better suits the communication of His love.
How does it better suit the communication of His love?
1. The sharing is concrete and tangible.
2. As love deepens, love is increasingly interior, and thus
silent.
Ah: silence.
At the heart of the Mass, we are silent.
At the heart of the Mass, we are silent because of this
special Presence.
You will notice that, in churches which do not believe in
this special Presence of Jesus that is the Eucharist, there is not much
silence.
We come for Comm-union. It is important to situate, for we
need realistic church expectations.
The expectation that we be “rocked” at Mass in unrealistic.
Jesus comes to do more than rock us.
Jesus comes to love us deep inside, in a way that breeds
silence of heart.
We come to church not to be entertained or moved as at a
show.
We come to be loved.
We come to hear God speak in the depths of our heart
(hopefully, to some extent, through the ministers!)
and to participate in this sacred meal, during which we
experience the silence of divine love.
Thus, if we do not come to church from a place deep in the
heart,
we miss most of the encounter.
To come from a place deep in the heart, we must have our own
prayer time outside of church.
Do we take time each day to be alone with the Lord?
Do we daily sit for a heart-to-heart with our truest soul
Mate?
Some may ask “How?”
It is a very good question.
How are we to pray?
Saint Paul, in a sense, gets us “off the hook”.
In his letter to the Christians of Rome he tells us that we
do not know how to pray, he also tells us that the Holy Spirit prays within us.
In other words, God enables us from within to communicate
with Him.
All we must do is
• Yield
• say “yes”
• want closeness
Our desire for relationship translates into time with God.
I invite you, if you do not already, to set aside 10 minutes
each day.
Be alone with God.
“What do I do during the ten minutes—aside from
daydream?”
you may ask.
• Acknowledge the presence of God within you.
• Surrender to Him in faith, hope, and love.
• Read a few Scripture verses, as a springboard to God.
• Say what is on your mind and in your heart—honestly.
• Listen deep inside to what may be whispering to you. The
goal of your time in prayer is to abide in the Presence.
Abiding in the Presence, in the presence of God,
leads to inner transformation.
God will love and enlighten you to the point of
transformation.
Let us be transformed.
Let us be loved! ■