The Church takes us to the beginning of Jesus’
public ministry. For the next two
weeks we have various accounts of the calling of his closest disciples. This week’s is taken from the Gospel of
John. Two individuals, Andrew and
one other, are disciples of John the Baptist and are present when the Baptist
points to Jesus and calls him the Lamb of God. What are you looking for? Jesus asks these two new followers. “We
are looking to be with you, Teacher, Rabbi. Where are you staying?” Then, after
spending the day with Jesus, one of these men, Andrew, found his brother Simon
and brought him to Jesus, who renamed Simon, Peter[1].
It is so typical of Jesus. He just knows how to upset
our applecarts, change our whole lives and call us to himself.
The reading isn’t just about the first days of the
Public Ministry of Jesus some two thousand years ago. The reading is about
every day of our lives right here, right now.
This often happens to all of us. We are comfortable in following
Jesus. We do our best to establish
a Christian lifestyle. We go to
Church. We avoid major sins. We
keep an eye out for the less fortunate.
We are serious about living our faith, and then, just when we are
content with our lifestyle, we are called to a greater faith, a greater
devotion, a more determined following of the Lord. This is not
extraordinary. It is
ordinary. For example, many of us
have lost loved ones recently. All
had been going well, and then, we were shocked out of our daily faith routine
and forced to take a deeper look at exactly what we believe when we say that
Jesus is Lord of the Living and Dead.
After the funeral, after the tears, we try to return to our former
lifestyle, but it isn’t easy or even possible. The ache within remains. We find ourselves searching for a new understanding of this
Jesus who makes such huge demands on our lives. It takes spiritual courage to say to this Lord of the Upset
Applecart, “Where are you staying?”
Or perhaps we are simply searching for God and coming
up feeling empty. While everyone around us is having a wonderful spiritual
experience, we feel nothing. We embrace our Christian lifestyle, but our only
real experience is the experience of dryness. The mystics spoke about the dark night of the soul. St John
of the Cross, and, more recently, Blessed Mother Theresa wrote about this, but
we are no mystics. We are just
ordinary individuals who are not finding the joy in faith that others seem to
have. The others on the retreat, during the Eucharistic Adoration, or at Mass
seem to get so much more out of it than we do. So we go before the God of the Upset Applecart and ask him
to help us find the place in our lives where He dwells. We may not find him
where we expect, perhaps He is not going to be found in some deep experience,
but the one who says, “Come and see,” guarantees that we will indeed find him.
The one consistency about Christianity is that Jesus
is always shocking us out of our routine, continually making the ordinary
extraordinary and continually calling us beyond our pre-conceptions to the
place where he dwells. I am
certain that all of us wonder if we have the faith we need to hold on to the
Lord in the midst of turmoil. I am
also certain that He will never, for any reason allow any of those who are
seeking Him to lose our way. He
holds us in his hand. He will
never let us get lost.
Today we pray to the God of the Upset Applecart for
the courage and the faith to go to that place, those places, where He dwells ■
[1]
Second Sunday in Ordinary Time B, January 18, 2015. Readings: 1 Samuel 3:3b-10,
19; Responsorial Psalm: 40:2,4,7-8, 8-9, 10; 1 Corinthians 6:13c-15a, 17-20;
John 1:35-42
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